there seems to be an emptiness in life.. a space which is jus not being filled.. however hectic my schedule might be, this particular space is still left unfulfilled.. all the work that happens is just to divert my attention from seeing this obvious omnipresent nothingness.. there is nothing of value, nothing of any importance and nothing makes sense.. it is like a room full of smoke, the decor is jus of no value, wot fills the room is the smoke, similarly with ma life all the so called essential parameters is of no value except for this nothingness.. its like a void.. like a dark mystery.. like the enormously gigantic universe which never ends..