hmmmm afterthoughts..

well till date wot was posted out here was almost as good as anonymous coz not many knew dat it was the guy they knew.. now they do.. atleast a few handful of them do.. guess its ma reputation dats at stake now ;) but as they say those who mind don't matter n those who matter don't mind wot you are.. I always believed in the philosophy of grey.. atleast dats wot I call it.. Nobody's good or bad.. they are some good n some bad.. the same applies to aggro n sensitivity.. nobody is either this or that.. they are both.. but the quantity of each characteristic varies.. n the final combo dat you get is labeled as either this or that based on the content present in higher volume.. I ain't tryin to be defensive here.. jus dat I considered blogging like a sink.. a place where I used to drain out all the so called amalgamation of emotions wit an absolute disregard to individual perception, while also providing an identity to those emotions.. not dat I won't do the same any longer but jus dat I'll hav my inhibitions till the time am conscious of the fact dat those who know the real Me are also gonna be readin this..

ma poems..

check this out..

This one is Jus for YOU..
There lived an angel I once knew..
Starry eyed, dimpled smile and an attitude which nobody could screw..
Gorgeous she looked, in those never ending gazes we had..
Intelligent she was, in our silent conversations, a clue of which the rest never had..
Stupid I was , to let the angel one day go..
Good for me, where I stand, I still don't know..


btw "check this out" is the name of the poem.. ;)

ma poems..

hmmm hav always wanted to get this written down somwhere.. but jus couldn't find the right time or mood.. well the mood stays the same as always but I guess the time is NOW!!!

so here goes..

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Poem 1.. Missing You!!!

The silent shells..
The passing breeze..
The feel of you on ma lips..
The long walks we had, hand in hand..
The silent talks we had wit our eyes..
Here I stand at the same old place..
Its the same old waves, the same old breeze..
Jus YOU missing and a rage within..


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Poem 2.. Pyaar ke vaade!!! (couplet rather..)

Humaari bulandiyon mein kiye gaye the kayin haseen vaade..
Maaloom hua ke jhoot bolna unki fitrat hai..


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Poem 3.. Mulaakhaat!!!

Aarzoo thi unke aane ki, aur koi aasra na raha..
Ek itteffakhan mulaakhaat ke siwa aur koi chaara na raha..
Ek muddat se chal rahi hai zindagi,
Hum kisike.. Koi humaara na raha..


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Poem 4.. A lost Rose!!! (You need history to understand this one.. I bet you won't really appreciate this one much.. )

The only hope jus vanished..
The last ray jus got famished..
What seemed like a vesuvian flame was jus a flicker in this game..
They call this love.. I call it pain..
All's fair they say, wonder why I got no say..
She said it was me, wonder why I don't see..
Guess the distance had a role to play..
or maybe it was jus Me who couldn't play..
The longing eyes melts me still, those flaming hair makes me still..
A smoked up cigarette from her lips is all I lost in this game..


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Poem 5.. Pal Yeh Pal!!! (This one's ma fav..)


Pal.. Yeh pal..
Har pal yaad aaten hain un sunehri zulfon ki ghata mein bitaye gaye vo haseen pal..
Un jhuki nazron se iqrar ka vo ek pal..

Har kal ki yaad dilaata hai bas Yeh Pal..

Yaad aaten hain un bulandiyon mein kiye gaye vaade har pal..
Samajh aati hai aapki fitrat, bas Is Pal..

Jhooti thi voh khushi.. Jhoota tha voh pal..
Chal tha voh kal, ab najaane kaise bitega Yeh Pal..

Kal ki bulandiyon pe jab rakhunga khadam..
Yaad karunga, tumhaara vo chal, aur bas, Yeh Pal..

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well dats about it for now.. will get back wit better ones sometime soon..

till then..

shabbakhair.. lol.. adios..

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back again.. after a long time though.. jus to update the blog wit the latest poems..

Poem:

raah ye guzarti nahi, bada lamba safar hai..

ek ankahi anjaani mulakhaat ne hauslon ka rukh badal diya..

nazar aaten hai sirf jaam o saaz, e saakhi..

do boond ashq ne in toofaanon ka rukh badal diya..

Poem: Dost..

Tere liye e Dost.. har khushi maangleta..

Zindagi ki raahon mein bandagi maangleta..

Maangleta saara jahaan sirf Tere liye..  par afsoos ye hai..

Ke..

Mujh se pehle Khuda hi tera deewaana nikla..