not many frenz I made.. and.. not many I miss.. yet I wish I had.. as many.. as Many think I do.. lol.. you can't expect nything less from a philosophical chap huh..
well.. I know not wot it is maan.. some things in life I guess jus need time.. I dunno even if dat Is something I've got.. I don't want to accept defeat in life and mourn the rest of my life by turning myself into a grumpy old fella.. yet I also can't let fate play havoc with those most precious to me.. I know not how to share these things.. I know not how to speak.. all I know is dat I have a dream.. n I wanna live dat dream.. no matter what..
coming here I have been like I care not, for those around.. yet those for whom I care, I always was far beyond.. certainly by will and not by chance.. the sole reason being my suceptability to their probing vision.. not that I am now undiscerned.. jus dat I realized not all who seem are truly there when you need.. but those who are, are to be cherished for the rest of eternity..
for all ma frenz.. Ady.. Rahul.. Sai.. Az.. guyz I'll take some time.. maybe a lotta time or maybe less.. its seriuos stuff n not kiddo business.. n I know I'll be a pain for you'll.. am sorry for having been a pain throughout.. yet I will be back.. someday I hope.. :)
thanks guyz for jus being there..
cya..
n ma little bro too.. I love ya.. I jus hope you stay uneffected ever by any shit..
